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So weapos;re getting dinner at macdonalds tonight on the way out. Obviously iapos;m trying to be reasonable and not let it freak me out.

Iapos;m failing. I canapos;t really get off without eating if my mum is there. I donapos;t want to give anyone any ammunition to use against me. I donapos;t want them to shout at me and call me "ana". Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.

There are some things that outsiders just really donapos;t understand. I donapos;t blame them but it upsets me when people are so insensitive. You canapos;t comment on someone elses food habits. You just fucking canapos;t. You canapos;t fucking judge someone for how/what they eat. Itapos;s not funny or smart or "not a big deal". It pisses me off so fucking much.

I feel like i have no fucking privacy because all we do is watch each other eat. I hate when people think itapos;s ok to slag me off for not eating in public. I feel so fucking moritified. I swear if it keeps happening then iapos;m just going to start skipping meals together. Fuck this socialising shit. Itapos;s not worth feeling like a fucking loser for the rest of the day after.

Jesus 330 calories in medium fries....i donapos;t even care that much about the numbers itapos;s the gross shit that i have to eat god seriously why do people want junk like that in their systems. Do they fucking LIKE the idea of grease and fat?? seriously i DONT�GET�IT

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Ok whatever iapos;ll be ok. Iapos;ll just be extra violent with the emokids tonight. Burn off that gross fat. Ew ew ew ew. Itapos;ll be fine itapos;s just for tonight. Iapos;ll be good.

Tonight is going to be perfect. I refuse to let anything ruin tonight.
xoxo

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